Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in tanitriell's LiveJournal:

Thursday, April 13th, 2006
8:30 pm	Huh Huh... I love how nobody is probably ever going to read this... And hasn't for the past year and a half... What a useful little thing this live journal business is :P (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
11:01 pm	Colleges Went through the message board that the Governor School kids set up - there were like 70 messages in the past three days. The early action decisions are coming back, so here are the statistics. Out of the people i know, 2 got into Harvard, about 5 got into MIT, 2 into Upenn, and 1 into Columbia. I wanna cry. I mean, they're awesome people and all, and i'm sure as hell proud to know them, but the Yale decision is coming for me tomorrow, and it's not gonna be pretty. I just found an email dating back to November 24th, offering me an interview there. Why didn't i check? Why??? It's too late now, and i just blew whatever chances i had left. Grrr... Keep telling myself i got nine other colleges to fall back on. And in the universal perspective, it doesn't really make a difference, right? I mean, i'm still gonna be all right, no matter what college i go to. Actually, in the universal perspective, it really makes no difference whether i exist or not, or whether any of those colleges do, but i'll try not to focus on that too much. That's the depressing downside to my newly acquired zen or whatever-the-hell-else-that-is philosophy. I'll just go to bed and read fairy tales until i fall asleep. I believe in psychology that's called regression - a defensive coping strategy in which the stressed out person reverts to being childish when incapable of dealing with adult circumstances. i really shouldn't be allowed near the computer at this time of night. good luck to whoever tries to read this, lol Ashley, honey, don't even bother trying to figure it out - i was rambling :) "Good night everybody, I've got to go, Gonna leave it all behind and fade away.... Momma, oooh, If I'm not back this time tomorrow, Carry on, carry on, Nothing really matters to me...." Current Mood: distressed Current Music: Queen - "Bohemian Rhapsody" (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, December 13th, 2004
6:54 pm	Yay, last day of web design class! Yeah, that was useful - a whole extra hour to be online a week... Anyway... Yesterday was the NHS banquet. They might as well rename NHS into NGS - National Geek Society, but i had a lot of fun. I mean, it was a bunch of my friends and lots of old rock'n'roll music, and no rap or grinding. Just innocent dancing. I think the art has been lost in popular culture - it's only us geeks left. I'm missing some guy/boy friends. Like, whatever happened to my Chuck? He hasn't called me in like two weeks. Not like that's anything new. But when i tried calling him, his mom told me that he wasnt' gonna be home for a couple of days. It's sad, but i miss talking to him. I've got nobody to call me a dumb blonde :( He'd get such a kick out of the story about how i accidentally wore mismatching shoes to the NHS dinner, and only realized it when i got to school :) Anyway, Lenny hasn't called since last Sunday, and, come to think of it, my pretty boyfriend is MIA too. Wasn't he supposed to call on Saturday? I should really keep track of him more :) Fine... I'll just run off to Harrisburg with Tim. Or better yet, i'll run off to Bulgaria with Pavel, lol. He's still stalking me around and accusing me of never answering the phone. How am i supposed to answer it if he calls the wrong number? lol Ok, i should go and do some work. There's something new... Current Mood: relaxed (Comment on this)
Friday, December 3rd, 2004
12:14 am	Hello Ok, here's my first entry. Knowing me, it's gonna be my last one for the next couple of months. I never have time for anything... Anyway. Going to the social tomorrow - yay! Actually had a decent conversation with Elsid, too (surprise!). Although i don't think he understood why his statement "We should be models" had me on the floor laughing for, like, 5 minutes... Ok, here's some bumper stickers i found on the web. If nothing else, it will amuse Ashley - give her something to read :) A Waist Is A Terrible Thing To Mind Abandon the search for Truth; settle for a good fantasy. According to my calculations, the problem doesn't exist. All stressed out and nobody to choke! Always remember you're unique, just like everyone else. Auntie Em: Hate you, hate Kansas, taking the dog. - Dorothy And finally, my all-time favorite (Gosh, my poor boyfriend should hear me!): All Men Are Animals, Some Just Make Better Pets Ciao! (1 Comment |Comment on this)